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METALAGEN/SOYUZ MUSIC
CD
2004

HEAVENSIDE

The Ocean                                                 MIDI  TABS
Missing You                                               MIDI  TABS 
The Mind Defenders    DOWNLOAD    MIDI  TABS
The Process                   DOWNLOAD    MIDI  TABS
Lonesome Kingdom
Fragile
Painted In Black
Sleeping Promises        DOWNLOAD
Bulletproof Soul
Crime
Mornings Outside          DOWNLOAD
Mornings Outside (acoustic version + bonus)

Vic - vocals/bass
Michael - guitar
Miguel - guitar
Elena - keyboards
Andy - drums
All songs & arrangements by Forgive-Me-Not
except "bonus" by D.Bohlen.
Female vocals by Svetlana Glukhareva
Spoken words on "Sleeping Promises" & "Crime" by Elena
Tambourine & percussion by Andy
Recorded, mixed and mastered by Eugeny Vinogradov
at "Die Records", Moscow, from autumn 2003 to spring 2004
Cover artwork & design by Olga Shubina (shubina@oes.obninsk.com)
Photos by Andy
Executive producer Eugeny Aksenov
 

The Ocean 

Never had a desire to live
Never had to love and believe
Never thought that you are so cruel
Never had my mind so cool
Never shared my wisdom before
Never got all I`ve looked for
Never lost the life harmony
Never been  but  I wanted to be
The ocean of your eyes 
 

I wander around your shore of life
And see there dying people
They ask my night to share with them forever…oh! never  

Never shown my sympathy
Never loved my enemies
Never heard fabulous sounds
Never let somebody down
Never played fanciful games
Never stood under the rain
Never charmed my destiny
Never been  but  I wanted to be
The ocean of your eyes 

I wander around your shore of life
And see there dying people
They ask my night to share with them forever…oh! never
The waves of your ocean held me here
I have to choose: to live or to die
Birds fly above the waves of fear
They disappear every night 

I wander around your shore of life
And see there dying people
They ask my night to share with them forever…oh! Never…

Missing You 

I did see you flying
I’ve been waiting
Tomorrow to be insane
I did see you crying
I was smiling
Tomorrow when I met all saints

The days of leaving all the world
Are never to come
The days of speaking all the words
Are already gone
The time to know you should be there
Ran out of my life
The time to die but don’t be scared 

Watching mornings after
Always lazy
Endeavours to be alone
Every night I need you
Always empty
Tomorrow when I meet all saints

The days of leaving all the world
Are never to come
The days of speaking all the words
Are already gone
The time to know you should be there
Ran out of my life
The time to die but don’t be scared
‘Cos I’m behind…

The Mind Defenders 

Spirits of extinction
Spirits roam around us and they don`t appal me
The ways of domination of human mind over the rules
Just get us trying

To struggle with the shadows
The shadows of the mind
On the old dead meadows
The moments when comes the night
To struggle with the defenders standing at the gates of the night
We`re running and we`re dying

The port into your heart has been closed and laid away
For millions of stars
The day `round me arises but I`m numb and I can`t say
This is too late now

To struggle with the shadows
The shadows of the mind
On the old dead meadows
The moments when comes the night
To struggle with the defenders standing at the gates of the night
We`re running and we`re dying

It is cold and raining
And the hearts beat as one
But the future wont`t come
When I`m held in agony
Every night I pray for
For the try to close the door
And the sun is rising
And I feel the pain no more
To struggle with the shadows
The moments when comes the night
To struggle with the defenders standing at the gates of the night
We`re running and we`re dying…

The Process

Always mine a sensual bliss
Always yours what you feel is right
Not a day with some joy to miss
One man stand – got a fight to fight
I face my fear
It has no name
Here I stand come and bring me peace
I disappear it`s just the same
Future`s now soul prices slashed

Erase the concept of time
And destroy all consequences of progress
`Cause nothing truly is mine
In the maze of resolution and process

Always yours a sensual bliss
Always mine what you feel is right
Not a day with some joy to miss
One man stand – got a fight to fight
I face my fear
It has no name
Here I stand come and bring me peace
I disappear it`s just the same
Future`s now soul prices slashed

Erase the concept of time
And destroy all consequences of progress
`Cause nothing truly is mine
In the maze of resolution and process...

Lonesome Kingdom

We sleep and lose control
We must be there and choose our goal
 
Living in the dusk
You wear a misty mask
We mixed all the times
Walking on the line
Of border to recline
We mixed all the lives

Staring at the lonesome kingdom

We sleep and lose control
We must be there and choose our goal
The river of the time
Went out of my life teasing mind
We keep sleeping we can`t go
Laughing at the morning after
Days when we were gone
Roaming in the lonesome kingdom

Penetrating rain
Was humbling me again
When I mixed all the times
Scarlet evidence
I guess I lost sense
When I mixed all the lives

Staring at the lonesome kingdom

We sleep and lose control
We must be there and choose our goal
The river of the time
Went out of my life teasing mind
We keep sleeping we can`t go
Laughing at the morning after
Days when we were gone
Roaming in the lonesome kingdom…

Fragile

Can you see
I`m dying all alone
Could you be
The hardest of the stones
Could you ever see
Her forgive me
Could you ever see
Her relive me

She`s so bright
When I fly and look around
She`s so tired
But she`s never lost and found
Fragments of my life
Pass before my eyes
Aching wish to live
Means to wake and rise

You close my eyes
See I`m fragile
Foresights arise
And they don`t lie
They break my life into the memories
(I want to get `em back)
She wants me standing on my knees…

Painted In Black

So close to the memories of time of my past
breaking the lust<
Those days when we lived in the house of lies
spinning good-byes
We`ve lost all the passion to live and to survive
ruined inside
The heartache attacks when my heart takes a tax
to be alive
 
Stay in daylight of clarity
Paint it black for humility
 
Ambition and fortune brought up my delight
teasing the night
I won`t accept all the tears from your eyes
when silence arises<
We`ve lost all the passion to seek and to find
stolen lifelines
You paint all these pictures while we`re alive
but black are the stripes
 
Stay in daylight of clarity
Paint it black for humility
 
Visual silence is near
Death hardly changes your state
Life has a story to tall
About what it means to be real
 
Stay in daylight of clarity
Paint it black for humility…

Sleeping Promises

Paradise marked my feelings
They`re all around
Never kept my soul apart
Tried to get the finish
Running away
With no promises to stay
 
I`m just rending that truth
You have to prove
I`m just running that way
You chose to move
 
Leaving alone stepping outside
Didn`t ever change my mind
The feelings belong to everlasting bedtime screams
So far away from anywhere
So far away so I don`t care
If the morning of the future ever comes
 
Tears of the lost emotions
The pity for me
Flow entirely overseas
I`m close to get the finish
No losses behind
With no promises to hide
 
I`m just rending that truth
You have to prove
I`m just running that way
You chose to move
 
Leaving alone stepping outside
Didn`t ever change my mind
The feelings belong to everlasting bedtime screams
So far away from anywhere
So far away so I don`t care
If the morning of the future ever comes…

Bulletproof Soul

The time to remain
Caught you in the game
For money to bleach
I want it to stop
But I can`t be late
My bulletproof soul
 
Just fades away
Deny the days of yours
Accept the model of our yesterdays
Bang! Bang! Again
Tomorrow shoots the soul
And never gets me through my veins
 
It`s time to believe
By challenging gods
The time to agree
But it`s so hard
I want it to stop
But I can`t be late
My bulletproof soul
 
Just fades away
Deny the days of yours
Accept the model of our yesterdays
Bang! Bang! Again
Tomorrow shoots the soul
And never gets me through my veins!

Crime 

I know you’ll end up dead
Temptation is to strong for me
And my blood froze at sight
Of you redeeming lethargy
 
Remorse take my life
They stretch in never-ending line
Dive deeper into mind
Disgraceful place of modern crime
 
Take me out of empty space
There is no time to find trace
Yesterday becomes as real as now
Tears dissolve heart made of stone
Kind of pain that you belong
Do you hear my screaming is too loud…

Mornings Outside

See another morning outside when it cries
Makes us feel that we`re still alive
Clouds reveal any reason to hide and to find freshing morning outside
 
The Sun goes up
And my heart beats faster again
 
I`ve got to seek for warning
That every morning can be last
I`m on the way of calling
Back the days of my past
I`ve got to seek for warning
That every morning can be last
Mornings of my past
 
Life turned out to be so easy to start
Make it easy to end
When the new day means to be real
In the end I look for the morning outside
 
The Sun goes up
And my heart beats faster again
 
I`ve got to seek for warning
That every morning can be last
I`m on the way of calling
Back the days of my past
I`ve got to seek for warning
That every morning can be last
Mornings of my past…

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