IROND
CD
2007 |
SUICIDE SERVICE
SS.071
Bittersweet Mixture
Between Your Deaths
It’s Time
Virtual Trap
Early Snow
My Poison
(You Are) Living Pictures
Together
Craving For The End
Memory… |
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All instrumental
parts for “Suicide Service” were recorded during autumn 2005 – spring
2006, Die Records;
Vocals recorded during winter - spring 2007, U-Max
Studio.
Mixed and
mastered by Evgeny Vinogradov, Die Records.
Drums and
Percussion by Andrey Sukhanov;
Bass and all
guitars by Michael Guzz;
Keyboards by
Elena Gorbunova;
Vocals and back
vocals by Victor Kukoverov and Svetlana Glukhreva;
Growling (4, 7)
by Michael Guzz;
Spoken words (7)
by Elena Gorbunova.
Music by Michael
Guzz;
Lyrics by Elena
Gorbunova (2 – 6, 9, 11), Hellena Gindina (10), Sergey Prokofiev (7, 8);
Arrangements by
Michael Guzz & FMN.
Photo by Valery
Drygin;
Conception by
Andrey Sukhanov;
Design by Igor
“Jeff” Polyakov;
Pictures by Inna
F. (www.inka-f.narod.ru) |
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SS.071
Bittersweet Mixture
Feeling your warm
breath, oh, so sweetly teasing, dying now… born on counting ten /
Loving you to death, truth from you concealing, mixing tears and joy
in my cold hands / With my blood I’ll find your love… Purified by
our desire, neither love or life we want to save / Rolling stars and
burning fire… You belong to here and now. I belong to nowhere in the
end / Holding you so tight, pain’s becoming pleasure… in our world
all the meanings changed / You are my delight, your torment I
treasure. Scars on our souls we hide so well / With your blood
you’ll find my love… Purified by our desire, neither love or life we
want to save / Rolling stars and burning fire… You belong to here
and now. I belong to nowhere in the end / Crystal tears have filled
your eyes. Ask me to prolong this pain / Caught in prison of my
lies, fear is pumping through your veins / Purified by our desire,
neither love or life we want to save / Rolling stars and burning
fire… You belong to here and now. I belong to nowhere in the end…
Between Your Deaths
So
possessed by death I test my razor on your breath / Holding at your
sides I wait until the shriek subsides / No other witness, just wind
is braiding your hair / Deep in my heart, deep in my soul, deep
under water I leave you / Reasons to stay, reasons to go wouldn’t
have changed anything, no! / Deep in my heart, deep in my soul…/ The
time between your deaths a thousand thrills have filled my breast /
The memory is gone, just gift of silence is here alone / And shot
with darkness I fall in love with your lies / Deep in my heart, deep
in my soul, deep under water I leave you / Reasons to stay, reasons
to go wouldn’t have changed anything, no! / Deep in my heart, deep
in my soul…/ Between the motion and the act shadow falls / Between
desire and existence is crawls / Shade without colour either shape
without form…/ Is this the essence we become after all? / Deep in my
heart, deep in my soul, deep under water I leave you. Reasons to
stay, reasons to go wouldn’t have changed anything, no! / Deep in my
heart, deep in my soul…
It’s Time
So is
it the moment to redeem for your darkest deeds? / Or has he just
come to bring you peace, eternal relief? / Lost in a dream… you
think you are still alive! / Here you are full of horror. No
escaping no matter what you do / There’s just one way to follow, and
your hangman is waiting here for you / At night when you woke, you
heard him knock hard on your door / You now see the turning of the
lock, it is time to go! / Lost in a dream… Could be you’re already
dead! / Here you are full of horror. No escaping no matter what you
do / There’s just one way to follow, and your hangman is waiting
here for you / Here you are full of horror. No escaping no matter
what you do / There’s just one way to follow, and your hangman is
waiting here for you…
Virtual Trap
Days
when we were friends have long gone by, nights when we were lovers
are the past / Still you haunt my body and my mind. I have tried to
track you down, but I failed to follow you, my love / Into your
emerald eyes, into your promising smile, into this virtual trap I
fall to feel I am still alive / I stay awake every night, to keep
you out of my dreams. Why don’t you just let me be, my darling?
Please, simply let me live / Truth is that I know you are not real.
But I’ praying for the spell to last / I have changed my names so
many times. You think I’m insane, but is it…They think I’m insane,
is it a crime? / Into your emerald eyes, into your promising smile,
into this virtual trap I fall to feel I am still alive / I stay
awake every night, to keep you out of my dreams. Why don’t you just
let me be, my darling? Please, simply let me live / I hate what I’ve
become. My pride is broken down. I hope you satisfied / Into your
emerald eyes, into your promising smile, into this virtual trap I
fall to feel I am still alive / I stay awake every night, to keep
you out of my dreams. Why don’t you just let me be, my darling?
Please, simply let me live…
Early Snow
Here
it goes again the angel of my fears, the sun has vanished in its
twilight glow / Why November came disturbing our spring? With cold
dark our distance grows / And rain keeps falling down, together we
shall drown with our dream / Late rose filled with early snow, so is
the fall of your love / Raindrops of hope turning to stone…cry of
the mourning dove / Air is too thin, wings are too weak beating the
invisible light / Can bear no more this cold you feel flying to the
freezing fire / Every step we take towards our hiding place we are
crashed with loveless wind so strong / No more use of changing rules
or changing ways… still illusion fades away / And rain keeps falling
down, together we shall drown with our dream / Late rose filled with
early snow, so is the fall of your love / Raindrops of hope turning
to stone…cry of the mourning dove / Air is too thin, wings are too
weak beating the invisible light / Can bear no more this cold you
feel flying to the freezing fire… Flying to the freezing fire…
My Poison
You known there is
something that keeps me alive, wade for the darkness / Somebody is
happy with all that they have host to this party / Break your thing
and hear my eyes, everything is here but silence why don’t you
believe me? Even thought I don’t exist, I’m no more, but you feel my
lasting presence / If you realize that what you are just fades away
and I may let you tray my poison / You know there is something that
keeps me alive, wade through the darkness / Somebody is happy to
keep to themselves, broken to pieces / Break your thing and hear my
eyes, everything is here but silence why don’t you believe me? Even
thought I don’t exist, I’m no more, but you feel my lasting presence
/ If you realize that what you are just fades away and I may let you
tray my poison / See your eyes are crying now, but your heat’s numb
anyway / Break your thing and hear my eyes, everything is here but
silence why don’t you believe me? Even thought I don’t exist, I’m no
more, but you feel my lasting presence / If you realize that what
you are just fades away and I may let you tray my poison…
(You are) Living Pictures
Just walking
through people’s live to another photograph whenever you turn the
page / Like love loving, like carrying on, in a moment it’s all
gone… Dreamcatcher… Forfeited age… / No emotions ride on the cold
whiny surface, take other in before claiming one dead / Toxin in
your hair’s never there for a purpose, lend me a day that I could
not forget / Wall-talking don’t answer crawl…faded glory of the
past. Will someone bring in the light? / An imag, a frame that feels
might-have-felt sin no appeals. Take time now, all angels fall / No
emotions ride on the cold whiny surface, take other in before
claiming one dead / Toxin in your hair’s never there for a purpose,
lend me a day that I could not forget / De-colored world set in
motion hiding a secret of pain. No promise springs from devotion,
broken and flat all the same / Imagine there hollow faces take on
all color of life. Imagine it’s all over / No emotions ride on the
cold whiny surface, take other in before claiming one dead / Toxin
in your hair’s never there for a purpose, lend me a day that I could
not forget / No emotions there…
Together
I
hate myself. I hate myself for lies I‘m telling you each time / But
you don’t care, you pray for words you long to hear. You’re my crime
/ I’m breaking every human law to steal your smile. I’ll drain your
heart and soul, but I know you don’t mind / And we’ll ride the
heavens tonight. Burn together chasing the light. High above we’ll
play in the fire / Don’t be afraid. Don’t be afraid now when the sun
has gone away / Obey your fate. The time has come for you to murder
and create / I’m breaking every human law to steal your smile. I’ll
drain your heart and soul, but I know you don’t mind / And we’ll
ride the heavens tonight. Burn together chasing the light. High
above we’ll play in the fire / You’re breaking every human law to
steal my smile. You’ll drain my heart and soul, but you know I don’t
mind / And we’ll ride the heavens tonight. Burn together chasing the
light. High above we’ll play in the fire…
Craving For The End
Don’t try to stop
me, I have some precious dreams to kill. Don’t try to hurt me, I
don’t care… I don’t care, I feel no thrill / Since life has touched
me, sky’s never seemed to be the same. Since pity’s left me, I don’t
need… I don’t need to play this game… Cruel and useless game /
‘Cause I drown into my sorrow, while your angels creep waiting for
their last tomorrow… /Thought I can beseech you no more, just before
I sleep give me some pain I could die for… / Craving for the end,
oh, yet I’ve caving for your lips… No need to pretend, come and
taste all the blame that my soul reaps / The art of crying just
helps again to seem alive. The art of dying beckons me ‘cause I’ve
gonna cease my life…cold and empty life / ‘Cause I drown into my
sorrow, while your angels creep waiting for their last tomorrow…
/Thought I can beseech you no more, just before I sleep give me some
pain I could die for… / There’s no more lie to forgive, our midnight
secrets we’ve hidden. There’s no one here to believe, I see no gods
in your Eden… / ‘Cause I drown into my sorrow, while your angels
creep waiting for their last tomorrow… / Thought I can beseech you
no more, just before I sleep give me some pain I could die for…
Memory…
Scared of my mind,
scared of what you want me to be, scared of faces staring at me I’m
falling down / Bleeding with love, praying for the sweet kiss of
death, tired tears dissolving my eyes, I’m falling down / Say you
want me to stay, lie to me just for one last time, just one smile
and I’ll fade out of your mind / So goodbye, don’t look back. Time
is right and the right place is here. Your embrace and you grace… my
memory / Soul’s torn apart…You won’t see my soul tear apart.
Freezing silence filling my heart… Feel no more sorrow / Tears left
behind… All my tears I now leave behind, I don’t need them now that
I’m blind, my eyes are hollow / Say you want me to stay, lie to me
just for one last time, just one smile and I’ll fade out of your
mind / So goodbye, don’t look back. Time is right and the right
place is here. Your embrace and you grace…my memory / Tired of light
I choose the darkest night. Unquiet life’s changed for the tranquil
light… |
